Today, all i’ve been doing is watching the old Harry Potter movies on ABCFAMILY, hella miss getting all excited for a new movie to get out. And the half-blooded prince is coming out on JULY15! AH, so going to watch it. This weekend has beeen so fun. Friday i picked up mother so i missed half of school and she actually let me go out to the movies with my friends and go to their HOUSES! very big surpirse what has philippines done to my monster mom, HAHAHA, then yesterday i was invited to a picnic from my club so obviously i went! Going to miss the seniors. AWWWWW! my last year of high school is coming ;( let the tears begin. I want to live life to the fullest and have the best year ever<3 yeah? OMG cant wait to driiiiiive!

P.S i actually kinda like having my mom back, fills in the lonelyness in the house and i wont feel guilty leaving my grandma when i go out (: i just hope she doesnt go back to her old self, i’m getting pretty scared.

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Aha thanks :) that means a lot haha. And oh you left your shoes in the truck. I’ll try to give them back to you when I can.

okay, i don’t really need to wear shoes in this weather anyways but thanks though.

seriously when are you going to go grocery shopping, we have no milk or water! barely foood for me to eat, you guys know me. But really there is NOTHING in the fridge. And my mom gave him hella money just for foood ;( ugh

BTW! I love the beach<3 hanging out with all the cousins again, taking pictures, having naps, playing games, little bit of the cot. I wish i could have more of those moments with you guys. It will make my life so much better (: ily.

i kinda don’t want to go to the party anymore, cause main thing i’ll be leaving my grandma all alone at home ;( but i need to vent to my cousins about something that’s been bothering me all week… ugh all these complications

I feel so heart broken <|3 i just want to cry it all out.

So my mom doesn’t want the aunties or uncles to know that my moms going to the philippines so hopefully, you guys haven’t told your parents yet ;|

Now both are my parents will be in the philippines, My mother is leaving this friday the day i have battle but i wont be there to say goodbye cause i wont be getting home til hella late cause of battle ;( And she wont be home til June something. I’m happy that she’s going but i’m also sad cause i feel so abandon. Kuya Kliff is rarely home and May just does whatever, I just hope i can go out (:

Another thing, me and brandon broke up and he said we should have just stayed friends from the first break up, i really thought he was the one you guys, now i know that all guys are just the same ;| well not all but most <|3

“blood is thicker than water” At least i have cousins i can go to always, right? (:

Carnival at my school, HATED IT! the rides were stupid hella expensive and unexpected non stopping arguements with Brandon <|3 plus i got bad ass bruises on my thighs from a ride called “the zipper” cause i was wearing shorts. So i just went home early, siiiiick of drama! ASDFGHJKL ;(

sad thing is i dont have anything for my mom for mothers day tomorrow

How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?

OMGOMGOMG! Did i ever tell you that me and Brandon BROKE UP! Last last night about stupid stuff how we now fight daily, dont’t go out as much, and we don’t act like a couple like before<|3 Ugh i so did not want to go to school yesterday. Many awkward moments everytime i saw his face. so i saw him at break and i was just standing texting trying to ignore the fact he wasnt mine anymore, like seeing him and not being able to hold him or kiss him ;( so sad i know. But were still friends he walked me to fourth period, just stopped outside my class and stared at each other not knowing what to do and eventually said our goodbyes. Once i went into class I had a breakdown and started to cry for some reason, WTH? WRONG WITH ME, so i ended up texting him saying “Brandon do you know that i still love you?” and he replied saying “i no, i still love you too” AWWWWWWW! Then lunch came, right when i was abont to sit on the bench he comes up to me, “can we talk and walk around” and obviously i said yes and then we went to a quiet place to talk. He opened up his arms wanting a hug so i gave him one and he wouldnt let go which made me tear up, so we talked saying how we didnt want to fight anymore and how everything has changed between us, that we still loved each other, blah blah blah he goes “i dont want to be friends, if you know what i mean, i want to be more than that” i go “i do too, i cant stand not being with you not even for a couple of hours” then we started to talk even more and so he eventually said “kat? will you come back to me?” and of course i said “YES!” kiss and made up and such so now were back together (: Was that hella stupid or what? to even break up in the first place.